Fawning Journal

Over the years, I've found myself in various states of infatuation for characters in one way or another. I wanted to have a place somewhere to document all my thoughts and feelings, and to appreciate the charms of these little pixels on my screen.

Columbina splash art
My current obsession, it's like they put my 14 yo oc in this game it's nyantastic

Now, you'll quickly come to find that my interests in these blorbos are either because:

  • They are my self inserts
  • They are my type

and tbh that's pretty embarrassing, but like only my closest buds are reading this and I know you're not allowed to judge me 😼

Right now, the pages are under constructions so mb for any of the oopsies and holder textyou'll see

Kozume Kenma

Art from the AMAZING rudecopper

Kenma is of the first variety of my favorite blorbos, literally me. I think he is more like me when I was younger back when I first started watching Haikyuu; but obviously, I'm not a completely different person than from back then.

Kenma is a character that I didn't really expect to be in a sports anime, I mean for the majority of it, he doens't even really like volleyball. He just likes Kuroo.

Haikyuu portrays volleyball with the utmost love, pains, passions, and determinations from our main characters Tobio and Shoyo. They breathe and love volleyball. Because of that, Kenma represents a really unexpected aspect for me.

He's not particularly athletic, not that crazy about volleyball either; but he's the brains. Of course we also see that strategizing aspect in volleyball through the other setters in the series, but those other guys tend to be coupled with intense fixations on the sports and massive athletic abilities to boot. Kenma's analytical enjoyment is placed almost on par with those other guys, and it's incredibly cool

Watching someone like Kenma (Who felt like me, apathetic and tired, and don't really get the point of sports) ‍‍ ‍be able to enjoy volleyball and go all out like that, I think was kind of mindblowing. Haikyuu might be a perfect anime, Furudate is a master fucking storyteller

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Columbina Hyposelenia

𐙚 𓏵𓏵𓏵𓏵𐙚

Essentially the theme of this whole blog tbh, I find her rather aspirational in a lot of ways, one of those characters I really enjoy the look and personality of.

Columbina from genshin has a pretty lonely story, but in order to explain that I'll have to explain a little bit of genshin lore.

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